Perfect Little Lies (wewereinfinite6) wrote,
Perfect Little Lies

How many times have you wished you were strong?

Twenty-three days down and I'm still stuck to your side. Like a bug, injecting my venom into every part of you until you swell and burst from all the pain. I hurt you. Put me in a bubble and let me sleep through the summer so I can't make you cry anymore. Leave me in my room to rot and die, I'm begging you, because I would have hated me by now. I can't do anything that causes pleasure or fun and my heart can't stop beating. My head just won't stop racing because I'm not good enough for myself. I'm not good enough for you. I want the tears to stop flowing, those tears that you didn't cause but they flow anyway and I have no way of stopping them. I want to be as strong as you. So that I don't depend on you or your nonsense to make me happy. I guess I just don't have that many friends anymore. But one is as good as sixty as long as that one is what your need. And I need you. No matter how much you want me to fall off that cliff.

Life is waiting for you...
So messed up but we'll survive

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